After all those blogs I've written throughout my journey, I've realized a lot of them have content that is sometimes irrelevant or innapropriate. However, the nature of my writings was personal and not for publication and hence I did not ammend them grammatically or factually. This is the nth version of a space where I can write about the challenges I and many others face. I have made errors, I have accomplished a little bit and this is my archive. My error prone perspective on the world before I leave.
These days I’m at an intellectual refresher and this seems to be compounded by the fact that I’ve been meditating for 25 days continuously now. It might well be the longest streak that I’ve ever meditated for and I don’t think it’s going to go away. At the same time, this mental frame seems to be a bit restrictive and exhausting. I thought it should be liberating and serene.
Combining case studies with this frame of mind might do me good but I’m not 100% sure about this. I think the meditation sessions are going to have an impact over the long term. They’re not something that is so… immediate.
BJJ seems to be coming back up on the horizon. I say that all the while knowing that if I had ten extra hours in a day, I still wouldn’t be able to partake in the joys of that physical endeavor. I hope something good comes of all these things and efforts coming together. Many more unexpected miles to go. This phase seems intellectually stimulating but it is only a phase or maybe not.
Technically still day one for me because I haven’t yet slept. So, happy new year. Day 0 was crazy but day 1 was great. Did a few things today:
– the zoo
– the movie at home (netflix and chill, but not really netflix)
– writing this blog
In the middle of all that was a nice 5K run and some weights. Tomorrow I jump on the excel sheet bandwagon for maintaining a schedule for my workouts again. And then I also have to maintain a list of things I need to do:
– Work towards immigrating somewhere for good
– Start recording my podcast again (I’ve been paying them $5 for the past 5 months or so)
– progress in BJJ
– and then Yoga for BJJ
Those are my big goals for the year. The daily goals will be more detailed but will address those larger goals.
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Love and Peace,